if that's what you really think. i can't say anything to change your mind.
trust. it's a relative concept. i refuse to react or talk about it. partly because, i believe i was actually at fault, and partly because, i don't think i deserve the reaction. or the cutting words.. pull the trump card all the time, why don't you. well here I am for you to bleed.
nobody cares anymore. i tore a ligament and people who knew DON'T FUCKING CARE! i'm just not important. that's all. i can still walk. i can't dance properly. my knee, calf, what-have-you hurts with every impact. but i keep a straight face. i smile. because i don't want to be a letdown. we trained so hard. i'm not about to pull out.
*note* alumni, this post is not for you...
tramples.. how ironic. it's my heart that's breaking..you dun even bother asking. and now.. i've said enough. i dun wanna make excuses for myself. you dun want to hear my reasons. anyway, i dun think you care tho. i dunno, i dunno anything anymore..
trust. it's a relative concept. i refuse to react or talk about it. partly because, i believe i was actually at fault, and partly because, i don't think i deserve the reaction. or the cutting words.. pull the trump card all the time, why don't you. well here I am for you to bleed.
nobody cares anymore. i tore a ligament and people who knew DON'T FUCKING CARE! i'm just not important. that's all. i can still walk. i can't dance properly. my knee, calf, what-have-you hurts with every impact. but i keep a straight face. i smile. because i don't want to be a letdown. we trained so hard. i'm not about to pull out.
*note* alumni, this post is not for you...
tramples.. how ironic. it's my heart that's breaking..you dun even bother asking. and now.. i've said enough. i dun wanna make excuses for myself. you dun want to hear my reasons. anyway, i dun think you care tho. i dunno, i dunno anything anymore..