isn't it funny that no matter how many times you tell yourself to stop thinking about that special someone. the memories just keep coming back? was reading a dear friend's diaryland just now and thought i'd just write about it. this is just my thoughts ok. so please dun jump to conclusions about me. haha.here goes.
sometimes, we feel so helpless when we see how the other person is so so so happy with someone else. we feel so miserable, so out of place. somehow, the feeling is just so immense we just wanna break down and cry. it hurts so much we dun have a clue what to do. life suddenly feels so wrong. so bleak. so tenebrific. so.dismal. dun they know that with every smile they share with another person, our hearts bleed? the wound widens. and everything just becomes blurry. do they not realise that there are times when we kiss the ground they walk. and still do.
true. we told ourselves that we'll forget them. they're not worth it if they dun want it. but why does it hurt so bad each time they're not with us? how come the tears keep falling. how is it that no one understands the pain we go thru' and keep telling us to just forget the other person. not worth it. we're better off without them. utter nonsense.
nonetheless. we still have got to move on. time goes by. slowy. inching it's way across the face of numbers. but someday we'll all be free. it will take a while to forget them. it will take a while to move on. to realise they dun love you as much as you do them. *sigh*
so, my fren. do not be sad or worry about your feelings. use what u have now as a catarsis to a better life ahead. move on. it'll go away. slowly yes. but the hurt will fade. this is for you, my fren. ponder upon it. and perhaps one day. if you let it, it'll abet you in falling in love again.
one day you'll forget his chin.then you'll forget his eyes.his hair.and then his nose.until one morning, you'll wake up,and he wont be there anymore.that day will be the day when you'll be able to love again.
