Tuesday, July 08, 2003

was watching Far From Heaven yesterday. it was an excellent piece of art! seriously, all of you should watch the show. especially lit students. because there're alot of things you can decipher from it. from every expression, every line and every movement. the meaning and the plot is just developed. superb oscar-winning acting by Julianne Moore. i'm very impressed! i think she'll get the oscar!

ok on to latest news. alrite watching Far From Heaven and hearing what you said made me realise. seriously, boy, everybody hurts and it's hard sometimes. all these happened for a reason. maybe the reasons are not to your liking(i obviously was infuriated by it! the audacity shown! argh!) but i guess it happen sometimes.. and i'm not sure whether to be proud of you for being strong and forgiving.. or be mad cos i honestly think you are nuts!

*sigh* i dunno.. life and love are truly 2 complicated issues that you sometimes just want to run away from. and being hurt is the awful truth of falling in love. it's like fate and destiny. it's a crazy concept of course. that we're not really responsible for the course our life take. that it's all predestined, written in the stars. maybe that's what explains it. that your love life tends to feel a little more random. and even if our every person, every kiss and every heartache is "pre-ordered" from some cosmic catalog, can we still take the wrong step and wander off in our little personal milky way? i couldn't help but wonder. somehow i do believe i didn't make any sense in that statement. what drove me to write that. i've no idea. but really. sometimes it's just easier to blame fate and destiny.

life will take you to wherever you choose to go. just know that your closest friends will always be there whenever you need us! just a phonecall away. it's painful to talk. but sometimes that the first step we've gotta take to leave everything behind. cherish the moments both of you had together. things will be alrite. love and life - everything is rather screwed up huh?

as for eng tat.. forget it. not worth your time. seriously.