i dunno if what i said made sense. ultimately. it's not suppose to threaten any of our friendship. it was actually a list of what went on the whole day. i didn't say anything because i dun wanna say anything. i dunno if i shud actually feel anything. i wasn't upset with all of you on the whole. just one. but i got over it. i had to write it down in my blog cos' it's my avenue of releasing stress. it was not funny when you look over to me when she asked who was the one person that got the answer wrong. it's not funny. but i guess childish games are part of us once in a while. haha. i laugh it out now. but back then it just hurt. i know i shud tell you personally like i used to tell you things that go wrong before. but this time. i dunno what to say. i just dun.
i'm not labelling any of you anything. on the whole, the term 'horrible frens' was for some other people in band, who for some god-knows-reasons starts to lash out at me! yeh yeah. you know how to play your stuff well. yeah yeah. you belong to the philharmonic winds orchestra. big fucking hell deal! Nobody shud have the right to talk to anybody like dat! who do u think you are?
i fell like i have to explain my entry every once in a while. i dunno why. what i told liwen over the sms is entirely true. i was just unsure how to face you people. i dunno! sometimes i go thru this phase where i'm not sure about myself anymore. seriously, i felt like crying. but well. big boys dun cry! haha. shud it hurt so bad wht he did to me? i dunno and i dun wanna address the feeling. i've gotten over it. and it's over. i's opening a new chapter.
we're good friends and i'm sticking by it no matter. practicing what i'm preaching may sometimes be difficult. especially when i really dun feel like talking about it. i wanna talk it out with myself. think whether what i'm feeling is right before bringing it up to the whole 'concert of vases'.
i'm really sorry
but if you think about it. sometimes it's the things that we take for granted and label as trivial that hurts the most. no judgment.
i'm not labelling any of you anything. on the whole, the term 'horrible frens' was for some other people in band, who for some god-knows-reasons starts to lash out at me! yeh yeah. you know how to play your stuff well. yeah yeah. you belong to the philharmonic winds orchestra. big fucking hell deal! Nobody shud have the right to talk to anybody like dat! who do u think you are?
i fell like i have to explain my entry every once in a while. i dunno why. what i told liwen over the sms is entirely true. i was just unsure how to face you people. i dunno! sometimes i go thru this phase where i'm not sure about myself anymore. seriously, i felt like crying. but well. big boys dun cry! haha. shud it hurt so bad wht he did to me? i dunno and i dun wanna address the feeling. i've gotten over it. and it's over. i's opening a new chapter.
we're good friends and i'm sticking by it no matter. practicing what i'm preaching may sometimes be difficult. especially when i really dun feel like talking about it. i wanna talk it out with myself. think whether what i'm feeling is right before bringing it up to the whole 'concert of vases'.
i'm really sorry
but if you think about it. sometimes it's the things that we take for granted and label as trivial that hurts the most. no judgment.
