Saturday, February 01, 2003

yo 'sup fools? dayyuum! it's dang early in the mornin and i'm wide awake.. ain't no idea why i'm up this early! awww shyte! it'sa raining out there dawgs! ey i ain't complainin! it's a nice weather to sleep in but what's the delio with me! ain't getting no shyte sleep lately.. always waking up early! fucking hell!
Ain't no idea what i'll be doing later.. but i tink i'll be chillin' wit my hommies.. catchin 8Mile later? maybe.. ain't know for sho'! all depends on the day.. may gots some visitor
comin' up my crib and all..

Can't wait for fucking tuesday y'all.. gots some rehearsals for some talentime shyte that my school holding.. me and my dawgs gonna be doing some lame-ass shytes.. hahaha.. i actually lyk those songs! tell you mo' when it's ov-ah! dun wanna spoil the mood for me and my chicas!

i ain't knowing what got into me!! i ain't lying y'all.. my head hurts and i tink i'm talking shyte-ass funny! Fucking-A! Ain't ne-vah spit out dang much vulgarities is my dang fucking life! but i'm a bit grouchy today.. trippin' over some shytes i'm thinking about.. gossip folks sux ..y'all get a life! what? your momma ain't giving u her fucking titties to suck.. so you come round to the back and start bitching 'bout me? fools.. you ain't seen the last of me! you ain't seen nothin yet! lame-ass punk-ass muthafuckas!!

aight man.. holla back at y'all laterz!

"When i walk up in the piece
I aint goatta even speak
Im a bad mamma jamma god damnit
muthafucka
You aint goatta like me"

~ Missy Elliot
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is to love and be loved... In return"
~ Moulin Rouge
OH guess what? caught Kings VS Lakers late today!! missed about the first 2 quarters... caught it around e 3rd quarter... but it was still good... Kings lost of course... considering how they played! was like a child's game..didn't at all play up to expectations! they only caught up with Lakers at the last quarter... it started lookin' like a really bball game towards the end! Lakers on the other hand was awesome! Beating the best Pacfic team was a feat! hats off to them! I guess Chris Webber's injury meant alot to Kings huh? obvious that they can't play properly without him... CWebb's the leader in points, rebound and average minutes played! Stojakovic was good towards the end... actually the game picked up once Divac came in! but Kobe Bryant was fab as usual! he and Shaq... tho' Bryant scored lyk 38points for the team, Shaq gave only 36... i guess Lakers still got game! hahaha... such a shame Kings gotta lose like that.. oh final score.. 124-113, Lakers' victory!

oooooh, d'ya know... caught "Hero" today!! fabulous show.. cinematography was good! didn't quite understand the show.. right until the end!! damn good! the fight scenes were spectacular!! oh... should keep a look out for the flyring arrows part... reminded me so much of LOTR!! hahaha... I wanna watch 8Mile.. i tink it's a cool show.. dun reallie lyk Eminem.. but i think his movie will be cool! Heard alot of good reviews on the show.. so i guess will catch it maybe tomorrow?? monday??

After Chinese New year... i'm gonna arrange my life in order.. hahaha.. sounded like as tho' i'm a complete and total mess!! but.. i'm gonna pay more attention.. go for PE!! hahaha.. but seriously.. i got to take my school life more ... seriouisly? hahaha... i need to pay more attention to my S Paper.. if i dun make the cut.. i'ma have to drop it.. and i dun want that to happen! Assignments are gonna be done on time... and in good and proper order!! Speaking of that.. i've got an essay for History 2 to complete... i dunno what to write yet... i'll have to review the question.. and plan it.. OH!! i've got LIT paper to do!!! SHIT!!! some Prac Crit thingy on "The Crucible" ... to be handed in this Friday.. so hopefully i get it done on time! i guess i gotta do things one thing at a time.. huh!

"It may sound absurd, but don’t be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed, but won’t you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me
"
~ Five For Fighting

Friday, January 31, 2003

"Birds" by Elton John

There's some things I don't have now
Some things I don't talk about
These things are between myself and I
In my thick skull the joker hides

There's consequences I'm scared to taste
Cold hard truths I can't face
These days are different than the past
Reflections change in the looking glass

And everywhere I look there's something to learn
A sliver of truth from every bridge we burn
A hatful of quarters and a naked song
Don't answer the question of where we belong

How come birds
Don't fall from the sky when they die?
How come birds
Always look for a quiet place to hide
These words
Can't explain what I feel inside?
Like birds I need a quiet place to hide

These independent moves I make
This confidence I try to fake
You can hear the beating of my heart
But not a feather falling in the dark

And everything I hear never makes any sense
Another old prophet perched on the fence
A cupful of pencils and a self help guru
Don't answer the question of what I am to you