read your blog entry today.. and i must say... what the hell?? you dun even understand what i'm driving at. and still sticking to your own opinion of stuff. whateva. i'm not even going to bother replying anymore.. trying to make things better is tiring! just so irritating!

in any case.. hey y'all!! i'm writing to you all from perth, western australia. it's freaking hot out here.. 'bout 39 degrees! god help me if i faint! hahah.. ok.. sat in the plane for like 5 and half hours and watched "Sweet Home Alabama". it was an ok show. not too good.. and not unbareably bad! but anyway. moving on. hey guess what. i wore the t-shirt you all gave me today! told myself i'll wear the vases shirt when i arrive and wear the shirt purple, himbo, president mat gave me! happy aren't we? hehehe...

anyway, was at the perth 's version of mohd sultan. such a bore! they have great fashion sense and clubbing ettiquette but that's about all! it's kinda boring.. doesn't have the same effect as MS had. music is rather good tho'. people exteremely friendly. tomorrow i'm going to fremantle.. some other part of australia.. i've got tonnes of things to do yup. oh and things to buy. for my own personal retail therapy(as rose said to me once in an email). i need to get shoes, bag and t-shirts. dong gave me a shopping list! a shopping list! can you believe it?? hahaha!!! nah..just to buy some surf shorts and globe slippers. eng tat wants honey.. so i'm getting it for him tomorrow.. cos' i remember he specifically tell me to get honey from fremantle.. or something like that. so i told my brother to drive me out there... getting some funky socks for sharon... have yet to seen it tho'.. so we gotta wait a while..

i'm using my brother's computer now.. and his internet connection.. so i gotta go.. he's bitchin that i'm using it for far too long oredi! hahaha... okok ok ok... i'll write back again the next time i can get my hands on a computer... aight!!

--one of those moments when i can't think of an appropriate song!! hahaha... --

i'm going to australia tomorrow!!!!! i can't wait. you all must keep writing in your blog ok. i'll read and i'll write too!! i'll write all the things that's happening around me. hot babe. gorgeous boys.. haha. ok ok.. gotta pack my bag now.. take care all yer good friends of mine. the journey that lies ahead is a long one. i'll meet you again after this spiritual journey of mine.. hahaha.. w a d e v a!!

buh bye!!

alright.. just got my new blog design. and i need to adress some matters first.

first things first. we regard you as friend. but at times. you make things difficult for us. over the past year. the rest of us bonded together. we are closer than ever. you came and join us only recently. u were always with the other party over to our right at assembly ground. i dunno. ok what i'm going to say will hurt but it's sometihing we need to clarify. at times you just come across as down-right mean. your "jokes", at times, are not at the right time. sometimes you regard mean stuff as being bitchy. NO. there's a line between bitchy and mean. we are bitchy. you come across at times as mean. esp to the person we so often lovingly called "the queen". i will not deny that i too said stuff about her. but i dun have the hatred that you possessed towards her. it's like the sight of her makes you want to kill someone.bygones.

we dun purposely leave your bag there or not save a seat. seriously we were all moving. i can't possibly ask xiu zhi to get out of her seat just because you dun have a seat rite? if you get the seat. then where will xiu zhi sit? please observe wat's going on around you. often i dun sit with the rest of the vases and extended vases because i come in late. but i dun brood over it. i mean. friendship survives the relationship in which it was neglected! why would i want to jeopardize my friendship just because they didn't save me a seat? i'll get pissed yes. but fer awhile. den it subsides. dong has so often been left behind by us because he's always late doing something. he told us to wait for him. but we didn't cos we ran out of patience. they've left my bag in the canteen too you know when they went to class! excuse me ah! you seemed to remember all the times when we forget to do this for you. when we didn't get this for you. but what about the times when we did? sharon, often, carried your bag fer you because you went off gallanvanting somewhere! i carried your file and bottle. weidong and haireez wait for you. what more do you want us to do? i dun wanna get into the crummy details and list down all the things we've done for you.

we dun treat you any differently. at times, i do agree, we do. but most of the times we are always together rite? sometimes it's really mind-boggling to think of what you might be feeling. how come when you sit somewhere else, not with us, you made such a big fuss? but when hanis gave up seating with us so that you won't feel left put, you dun see that? trust me. there's no ill-feelings towards you. if we dun care about you. i won't be bothered to reply your blog entry! be resonable. we're only humans. there are some things we can't always do together.

"as we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change
come whatever, we will still be
friends forever."
~ Vitamin C

UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!!!

ok.. trying to upload pictures.. lotsa them... you'll get to see who "The Vases" are made up of.. hehe.. lotsa things been going on lately.. oh and i'm leaving for aussieland this sat!!!! yeah! so no updating this blog until i'm back on the 21st! yup.. but maybe i'll use my bro's com and update... i'm not sure what i'll do.. what i know is that i have to study!! and study hard!! this "trip" to aussieland is not purely fun.. i need to study for commons too!!! haha... stress i tell you!

tomorrow's the release of a level results. can't wait acherlie! i'll be getting my malay results too. i do hope i can just drop it once and for all! i reallie cannot stand the subject.. a waste of my time.. not as tho i attend all the lessons..actually, i've never attended the lessons this year.. oh 'cept for one. and that was because he kept asking for me! hahaha.. in any case.. good luck to all the year 2s! hopefully they do good!
going to the supreme court tomorrow!!!! yeah! tell you more when i get home!

at this moment.. i'm waiting for the stupid pictures to upload! it's taking eons to upload onto yahoo site!! argh!! i hate waiting.. i'm feeling rather sleepy now.. dunno why.. just do.. have yet to do anything that i'm suppose to do.. but i'm tired. sometimes i wonder why i'm here. wuestions just some overflowing and i dunno what to do. how to answer. who to turn to. it's like out of nowhere i come to a complete mental block! it's sucks! alot of time i just get home and feel comepletely tired. at times i just wanna plop myself onto my bed and hope to just lay in bed for as long as i want. school has been a rather tiring experience nowadays.

looking around and observing the news, i kinda feel upset. i dunno. maybe i'm just jaded. jaded by the things happening around us! the endless pursuit of war against iraq, the whole terrorist thingy, bomb attacks everywhere. i mean enough already! it's getting very tiring. what more do you want? you ask for disarmament, they're already doing it. you've squeezed out all the posibble connections that can be made to terrorist conspiracy. what more do you want? argh!! how i wish we can all live together in complete harmony. but again.. that's just part of my dream.. a dream that one day i'd be livng in utopia.. a place where everything is just fine!

"How many people would have to die before we understand
How many children have to cry, before we do all we can?
If sending your love is all you can give
That we all live"
~ Michael Jackson