Thursday, September 25, 2003

i'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ok.. maybe not entirely since i've got the A levels coming up soon! let's see.. starting next week, it'll be... 6 weeks to the freaking A Levels! argh!!! not yet freaking out.. but i know i've got tonnes to do! i mean, seriously, my prelims were a joke! have yet to get back any results.. but i'm hoping for something good.. a miracle perhaps..

my dear min good luck for your promos ok! i'll always be here for you!

sigh.. the past week's been kinda whacked. my senior/good friend left for london to further his studies.. now i've got one less person to actually tutor me! i didn't go and see him off considering the close proximity of my prelims (he left the day before my first paper!). sigh.. third person this year to leave for overseas studies. i'm startin to miss my friends! 4 years in SJI bonded alot of people together.. male-camaradarie they say..

hmmm, sometimes, as you watch people close to you move away, you tend to start feeling the void. suddenly the people around now become your most precious. life's not always fair in friendship, eh? friends leave you to study abroad and as much as we try to "keep in touch". things will be different. once you're out of sight, people tend to adjust living without you and slowly, it fades. you are but a distant memory. whether or not things will change when you get back. the truth of the matter is friendship would gradually painfully disolve. and now, i start to wonder, should i leave this comfort zone of mine and move away. far beyond the horizon. would my friends still be with me? would life change for all of us as we cross over to a new path in life. Graduation is coming soon. sooner than i want it to. as much as i want the school days to be over. i don't want to lose the friendship that blossomed. but how? when we leave, we won't be going back to the places we use to sit and just let loose. we won't be doing the same crazy things that we always do. life just wont be the same! a part of me aches thinking of the times we won't be together to vase around.

thank you sharon, sheila, weidong for being part of my life. weird how time passes by so fast.all of a sudden the present becomes the past Your shoulder to cry on will soon be gone.who will be there when something is wrong.when times are tough you're always there. thanks. thank you for the memories. the laughter and the tears. they'll linger in my heart. forever. the four of us. vases forever

hanis, haireez, tat, liwen. thanks for leaving your footprints in my life. the smile you carved on my face will forever be there. i'll remember ya'all always! all the crazy stuff we do. the laughs. the ups & downs. i'll cherish it always!

whoa. emotional breakthrough! tribute to my friends i guess! friendship survives the relationship that which it was neglected, eh? friends forever.