Thursday, February 12, 2004

did you miss me?

at last, an update! the creative juices are flowing — and god damn it, they’re getting all over my pants.

so, my "exciting life in BMT has dissipated with the last few steps in the route march — i no longer feel as if i advance closer towards death with every hacking step. still, the demonic black pugs of shame and self-hatred continue to nip at my heels, and I keep them at bay only through the constant yet pointlessly overindulgent application of m&m's(shut up wei dong!:P) and ineffective (thus inefficient) lo-fat beverages(yes during the route march!). but i’m not losing any sleep over it, mostly because i involuntarily pass out on most nights. disgrace.

anyway, i have a lot to say, so i am going to compose this entry as recklessly and incoherently as possible! as if the first part isn't already!

>> bmt has ended for me (yipee!!).. i'm now a private. lucky ain't i? haha. sarcasm! anyway. it's been a memorable 7 weeks. had alot of fun going for range and field camp. even though it perpetually rained the whole time!! dampened my spirits but lan-lan, suck thumb(something i learnt from my platoon commander!), i needed to complete that to pass! haha! but it was still fun. i hated the regimentation, much to everyone's knowledge! i simply hate it. other than that, it's been great. missing my platoon now and the friends i made over these past few weeks. yes sharon, i am the social butterfly! haha

>> my grandma's getting a wee nuts nowadays. can't be pms-moodswings since she's like WAY pass menopause! so i have no freaking idea what's up.

>> mom's birthday today and dad's was yesterday. cool huh? your parents' birthday falling one after another!?

>> got my pay and now half is gone after paying bills!!! argh! i hate bills. my phone bill alone could kill me! i'm feeling the pinch... i hear and read lots of my friends are being teachers, eh? (smiles to nicole and rose) have fun and take care... dun let them get to you... we were all somewhat like that once, eh?

>> i want another job.. like something else to keep the money coming! haha.. maayybbeee i shud conduct tuition.. math! who am i kidding?! haha... maybe english or malay.. haha malay.. never thought i'd say i would teach malay! hah! if i take secondary school students... just english. haha. malay can.. but i'm can't guarantee an 'A' grade!! haha.. i can only work the magic on myself. not anyone else!

in conclusion........

i love being home!!!!!!