finally got over the fact that Temasek Junior College didn't get to be the top band for 2003. it was rather disheartening. all of a sudden, you feel like the world just stopped and nothing else is moving. the words come out loud and clear. the words did not shape out your band's name. i just felt like crawling to a small space and cry. but. i had to keep a brave front. because after all, we did play V well! i was reallie proud of TJBand. seriously, the immense and overwhelming feeling while performing on stage was out of this world. i cherish that night with all my heart... that was to be the last time we perform together on the same stage as TJBand of 2002/2003.. i'll miss all my section mates and my band mates. that night was special in it's own ways, even without us winning. thank you guys for making it a night so special it'll be with me till the end of time! the emotions after.. whoa! it's like a rush of blood to my head!

guitar got gold! i'm so happy for them.. i do hope tonight, CO clinch the top award! i cannot take anymore losses to RJC. nothing against them.. but it's kinda irritating. hahaha.. i reallie thot they weren't performing to standard. but i guess we're lacking something they have, eh?

haha. just read eng tat's blog.. and i must say. thanks for the words of encouragement. we didn't get the top spot as you would already know.. but i guess it's the experience and how we performed that counts, eh? disappointments are inevitable and i gues it's part of growing up. part and parcel of life. we learn things. c'est la vie!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSE!!!
ok ok.. that was yesterday, but believe me.. i had not the chance to touch my computer to give you a whole entry dedication! hehe. anyway. hopefully you really really really really like the present we gave you.. cost a fortune... haha. not reallie la.. but close to that! nonetheless, it's all worth it, eh? the look on your face was priceless.. i rememeber what you said to Smart Ass.. quote"you know what this is like? it's like the bible!"unquote.. haha that was a candid moment! nevertheless, i do hope you enjoy every page of it.. i'm tole there are some very "racy and steamy" pictures in there.. if you know what i mean! hahaha..

argh!!! finals is like 22hours more... i'm freaking out! it's reallie very scary! listening to Heores Live Forever by Vanessa Amorossi.. just to lift my spirits! haha. oh well, i'm really, really scared.. the conga is leaving blue black marks on my hands and i can't keep timing.. i just hop, tomorrow will be great. hopefully, a miracle shines on me and i can play on time and with no care about the pain! crash cymbal! gosh... tho' the sound may have improve... i still need to get the timing right.. it's just too fast for me to choke and prime and crash... all in 3 counts.. 1 count for each action! hahaha.. heard today every one of the other jc had their sound check in the esplanade already.. we never even had one! the only time we rehearse in the esplanade was during combined rehearsals.. and that went horribly wrong! oh well, praying for a miracle now... let the magic flow.. there can be miracles when you believe! haha

ok. guitar's having syf too.. so good luck to all you guitarists.. sharon.. dun worry.. things will be good.. i'm sure NJC will somehow break their guitar strings before even strumming a note! hahaha.

well good luck to all of us... god is always there for us!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSE